go away.....

fuck u...!!!
i wish i can say that.....i really wish....

could you just go away from my life, from my heart, from my mind.....?????
i just want to run my life normally....love someone that love me with all her heart......care 4 me with all her heart.....
i just want to love n care her with all my heart....but why....???
why cant i ?

you keep smiling in my heart....staying there like no one may stay there n replace u....
i've tried to hate u..but those feeling wont go away, those memories still there....those promises still in my ears n mind.........after all this long time.....after more than a year.....

i want my life back.....

go....!!!! please go...!!!!